alien drifter

So this is what it looks like from the outside . . .

Sunday, September 30, 2007

The Amazing Googly Ball and other toys

Today I spent just over $3.99 (on sale!) for a Googly ball. It's a lot of fun. It warms up to body temperature and is about the size of a toy dog – lap dog without the dog! You can blow it up and googly doesn't mind. Happy little googly! I'm so attached to it already. I'm thinking of naming it Googly Bear (Mike Wazowski!). Such a lovely tactile experience. Very soothing for nervous fingers. It comes in other glowing colors but I decided to go all out and get the most obnoxious color there.

Other Toys
At the beginning of the summer I found this solar pool ball in some cheap store. I keep it on the deck in a notch of the stairs. It's comforting to have it out there. Sort of reminds me of Daisy's pier in The Great Gatsby. Not that I'm Daisy or have a pier or even that anyone except maybe the guy who lives across the alleyway can see it. Oh! And that atrocious dog-hating fellow next door. Anyway – I enjoy glancing outside and seeing it glowing. I'm wondering how long it will last and how it will look in the snow.

I've been confettied! It jumped into the keyboard but I'm pretty sure I got it all out. I even accidentally ate some when it got into my lunch. And my home smells like a head shop thanks to stanky KISS incense. Then there's the nice hogmother and child postcard and almost totally useless back issues of Fortune magazine. When my daughter changed her address, Fortune were the only people who thought she meant me and she hasn't lived with me for nearly two years! It took a month for us to figure out that my magazines were going to her. She was not amused when I inquired into the details of how she filled in the form. Mea culpa. I am a wretched Mom after all. It's my job. So, here's the care package from Kathleen with all the goods.

Moms just wanna have fuh-un!

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

a dream about a poem

I dreamed that a man was reading a long poem just out of my line of sight. A man with a nice, warm voice. He was reading slowly with a deep complicated emotional reverence. He read carefully three times as if he were memorizing or maybe preparing for a presentation. As he read it the third time, I following along silently, knowing all the words. When I woke up all I could remember was:
she adjusts me
hands that heal
hands of faith


I wrote the words down during breakfast. The dream has been haunting me all day. I feel a need to report it. So, here it is.

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

approach avoidance

how dance
sight unseen
friends?

you are silent now
i have no hope

if I knew what it was
stopping
i know what it is

captured

i'm afraid
you're angry

it's all the same

Song of the Day:Sister Golden Hair
America - America: The Complete Greatest Hits - Sister Golden Hair

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

the man at the corner is gone

it goes like this
the schedule changes – is erratic
then the property gets real quiet, like sleep
some time goes by in dense silence

one day there are others
going in and out
carrying, cleaning, mowing the lawn

then there is emptiness
the shell sits as the spirit within empties into the ground or the sky or the trees
but he's definitely not there anymore
or she
they're gone

i see it

"The Dellabarbaras" it said on the sign even though she was gone a long time
he sat outside in front on a metal chair, his hands on his knees, in a y-front and shorts.
i waved.
he waved.
he always waved. he always watched me go by.

i will miss him.

i miss the couple on the end (two blocks down) sometimes and wonder how they are
she's really sick
so he sold the home to live with her in a place where they knew how to care for her
it's okay though.
a little family moved in, a divorced woman and her son
she's really taking care of the place
it looks great

i remember her in a black dress with lots of white tiny flowers, her hair lovingly coifed – a thick white cloud
she always talked to me
she had a lot of energy
he stood on a ladder winterizing air conditioners glancing at her over his shoulder
she and I talked about air conditioners

after they left i took pictures of their junk

farther away is where the medical student's mother used to be
she was gone a long time before they found her
the house has been on the market for a year
she'll never leave
the house still looks the same
the cast iron painted halloween cats lined up on the porch; a thin windchime hangs from the roof
fabric hangings pretend to be curtains
they'll have to tear that house down before she leaves

all i do is write about it

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I have a new Daemon

I like this one better than the Raven.

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Monday, September 24, 2007

be a part of the art

Anyone can participate. I'm especially drawn by assignment #63 make an encouraging banner and #52 write the phone call you wish you could have. Twice I've decided I'll stop in at CVS to pick up some construction paper (for #63) and have not done it. Third time's the charm, right? I'm also writing #52 in my head. It's a bit embarassing but I like it.

Current Fads
Listening. Echo Echo, Carbon Leaf and When Things Fall Apart Pema Chodron; crickets
Watching. Death in Paradise (2006)
Activity. not editing my novel and relaxing
Gadget. iPod Shuffle 2nd Gen
News Source. the news feeds in Safari
Reading. Stone Cold - Robert B. Parker; A Wish Can Change Your LIfe - Gahl Sasson and Steve Weinstein; The Schwarzbein Principle: II - Diana Schwarzbein; Mediaweek; Mensa Bulletin (Yes, I really am reading them all right now—I'm a reading addict. What can I say?)

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

after Eastern Promises (copious spoilers)

I'm trying hard to like the show but I don't. I am moderately enraged about some really stupid things. Here they are:
1. The do. No, it's not a plot point. It is a semblance of traditional hair arrangements of European men and piled way too high. Granted there are other men in the film with similar dos, but not that high.
2. The grimace. It's over done. True, men (and women) in the Urals and other Eurpeanish places do tend to get grimacey-looking and wrinkled liked old hacks. It's part of their resignation to chance. However, they do not grimace. It's more like carrying a heavy weight. A slight grimace would have served here to make his face reflect that philosophy.
3. The chin. I understand the mannerism, seen in bullies and other forward men, to lead with the chin. Maybe I'm oversensitive. I got real tired of that dimple. It might have been me. I had a similar experience watching Demi Moore in "Ghost" as she raked her hands through her shockingly short hair.
4. Physical disparity. He is too tall to be a European man. Okay. He is a European man but he's too tall to be a Russian. Undoubtedly there are tall Russians (sounds like a drink doesn't it?), but he didn't look truly Russian except in some of the stagier shots. Also, he's too handsome to be a chopped up gangster although much was made of his broken upper lip.

What I did like were the stance and mannerisms. The accent was good although a bit thin at times -- some of which was explained by Nikolai being a plant. Best scenes for characterization were the corpse chopping scene and the one where he is told to shut down his operation and responds by pulling open his hospital robe and saying, "If you do we will be wasting this..." and shows his stars.

As in "Miss Potter," the American actors make much bigger gestures than a typical European would. There is something understated and ancient in the movements of a European that an American can not easily imitate. I was once identified as an American just from the way I stood in line for immigration in Cyprus. Americans just act different. The disparity got in the way.

Cronenberg almost said something to me. Like "A History of Violence" there was something beneath the surface that probably was obvious to the director. Something that came out beautifully in "The Fly." In this show it was a like a tease or a preview of coming attractions. He almost said something but pulled back at the last moment, or placed it somewhere beyond the closing curtain.

This was not a subtle movie. It was a movie with huge swatches of violence, a strong caricature which stuck out like a red light, and an ending that was patently resolved if not happy. I didn't feel the pathos that I did after "The Fly." Maybe it was the story.

I can't end without a comment on the naked fight scene. It was an interesting study in logistics and strategy. As a set piece, it did have a purpose in the plot and served that purpose well. Having studied art and drawn uncounted nudes of all types of physiques, I'm a little blase about nakedness. I forget that there are those who find that sort of thing sensational. It served that purpose perfectly as well.

Mr. Mortensen did offer an excellent performance, even if it was a bit heavy-handed and a bit too overly characterized for me. The story was intriguing and consistent. The other actors were well-cast and created excellent believable characters, especially Vincent Cassel who's ability to project the many ranges of insanity with such force and energy was amazing. Naomi was so subtle as to be almost invisible. The tableau of Nikolai and Anna standing in a filthy alley while gazing down at the baby (not the one where they look into each other's eyes, although that was a nice kiss and farewell) was too short. Very Joseph and Mary stuff. Oh yeah. The scene in which Nikolai is offered his stars is totally great. Many thanks to Armin Mueller-Stahl for playing such a nice huggy-bear crazy grandpapa.There's a man who knows how to carry his world weariness.

I hoped I would find an answer to the question of why Viggo Mortensen chooses to create characters that are the opposite of who he appears to be in his art and poetry. I didn't find one in this show. It's got to be really painful to do something that offends personal sensibilities. Maybe that's the point. Whatever it is, I'm disembarking from the Mortensen-Cronenberg Bus. I've had enough of violence. I don't need to get any more in the theater. Besides, I think film three is going to be only about Viggo and Naomi and the start of some international movie franchise. Canaukwood?

Viggo would make a great crazy street person a la Howard Hughes or the Rain Man. Wonder why he doesn't do something like that? You know, undercover deranged autistic person saves the world or reinvents morality. Or turns out to be a once-respected brilliant mathematician who holds the key to world peace? noblesse oblige ha ha

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

before Eastern Promises

Most of you know I am a fan of Viggo Mortensen, although not an adoring fan. I am not the adoring type. I do plan to see the latest release he stars in. I've watched teasers and previews, it's not Potter after all.

Viggo looks ridiculous. There's one scene in which his hair stands nearly as high as his face is long. He looks like a buffoon and seems to be acting like one especially when seen next to his co-star Naomi Watts. I noticed Cronenberg took pains to not have them in the same shot except for one (in the previews anyway - I haven't seen the movie, of course) in which he hands Naomi a scrap of paper. Then he looks like he really knows what he's doing (and the big head is gone - I really had to stop myself from bursting out in laughter in that scene). So, that whole buffoon thing could just be a plot point. I hope.

I've read some reviews. One person went so far as to mention the "A" word but I don't think the Academy likes to be told what to do or even to be given hints. Variety seems to like the show but then I haven't read the entire review because, actually, I don't want to know the details before I go. Most of the reviews are just this side of favorable. Some have even labeled him a good actor with classic depth.

I'm trying to work in the movie around my "spa" day. I've had the massage and there will be a manicure after lunch. Later, a hair trim. In the evening I'll probably do the usual and visit The Byrd Theatre for a last run show. So, if I can work in death and destruction and naked fighting before light comedy, that could work.

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Friday, September 21, 2007

The Unplanned Eye photo blog

I've started another blog. Yep. That makes five. Well, six if you count being listed as a co-author on another blog. So, the new blog is a photo moblog. I played around with the idea of getting a for real web browsing account for my phone. Turned out that just sending emails is cheaper. I am not an IM/Texting/always-online kind of fool.

Anyway. Check it out. The photo blog came out of walking to work every day and noticing that some things just jump out at me as I'm walking along totally bored.

... I can't believe I haven't posted in over a week! I've been dancing lightly on the earth.

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Video of the Night: I Can't Let Go

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

Impeach Bush and watch extreme videos

I really enjoy watching others go all out for whatever they've got going on. Probably because I'm a pretty calm person (most of the time). Reminds me of high school when my friend Mary confronted a friend who had labeled her "phlegmatic." This was the highest insult Mary had every heard. She talked about it for days. She pontificated on all the evidence that proved she wasn't phlegmatic. There are those from my past lives who would never describe me as phlegmatic but I think I'm there now and have been there for a long, long time. That doesn't mean I'm uncaring.

Anyway, so back to Bush. I signed a petition to impeach Bush and have been getting these emails ever since. Today I took a look at a video claiming infringement of the First Amendment and police brutality with a horse. I agree on both counts. Police arrested the poster posters claiming inciting to riot. Well, talk about politics and you can incite a riot almost anywhere. Is that a judgment call? What's the difference between peaceable assembly and inciting to riot? When does it get to that point and stop being a Speaker's Corner in Hyde Park?

From there I went to the Impeach Bush YouTube site and viewed a few videos, including one from Neil Young and one showing Bill Maher. Bill's a guy who leaves no doubt about his opinion. A strong opinion tends to generate strong opinions in reply. Is that inciting to riot?

I try to feel concerned about the whole Iraq/Bush thing and I strongly disagree with 99% of Bush's foreign policy. On the other hand, it's hard to keep my life going when I'm so freaking angry all the time. Good luck to the protesters. I hope they get to march on D.C. and exercise their first amendment rights and all the other ones, too.

In the meantime, for a little light entertainment, try Extreme Girl Kiteboarding videos. I'm so glad women get to be just as extreme as men.

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

missing in inaction

For some reason my host server flipped out for most of the day. I've no idea what happened. Looks to be okay now. Sorry.

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The English Channel - Just a Blip

Wow! Only 2 hours and a bit from Paris to London. If you were to fly that distance in the United States you'd spend 2 hours just getting on the plane (thank you W). Soon you'll be able to leave from St. Pancras Station and go directly to Paris. Over the summer my aunt took a bus from Frankfurt all the way to Dublin. Channel? What channel?

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